because i have a not so secret crush.

hahhahahaha.

you know what. i get pissed. but get over it pretty quickly. i dno why. but i'll just be alright after that. once the anger has gone down. not as fast as my sister does, but still. i'm amazed at myself.

take yesterday for example. having dinner, bitch irritated me to the core and i said fuck. what did i get? a slap in the face. you know, i dont even know what's wrong with it. i dont even use it when i'm outside! but hey use it once and i get scolded like crap and oh yeah. slapped. jeez.

in fact, i think my sister uses it more than i do. but ohhhh. use it in front of mommy and that's what you get. bloody hell. she makes it sound like it a sin to say such a thing. please. its not in the 10 commandments. we dont even go to church anymore. the crucifix? for show. doesnt it make my neck look less boring? and praying? nah. we aint allowed to question god. but when it comes to putting us to the test. hell yeah he does it. all the time. take the bike accident for instance. narrowly missed on monday. started praying and thanking him. then thursday comes and hello injuries. bloody hell.

its not fair to say its all his fault. i mean, that's just mean. all i'm doing here is putting the blame on someone else. but no. he wasnt even supposed to be in this post. look how i digressed. pretty interesting huh. how talking about anger can relate to of all things god. hahhahaha.

and now, all i can think of is if i chose the right course. again with the same topic, that's been on my mind since forever! (in super bimbotic high pitched voice) hahah. aiyahhhhh. i know there's credibility. but what do i want a diploma in TRM for? i dont intend to go into the service industry. i prefer being served if you know what i mean. hahah.

so anw. no i dont plan on using profanities. at least not at home.

that wasnt fair. i take it all back.








and i really miss you.

i dont believe in miracles. but that's about it.

not a huge camera fan. more a huge metal fan.
hhahahahahahhahhahhahhhhah.

aiyahhhh. life throws shit at us. we've gotta laugh about random shit to keep us going no?

absolutely necessary dont cha think?

look look! i've got a pear for a hand. hahhahahahah.

yeah. that was the bandage. although that injury wasnt the severe one. doc just bandaged it cos it kept coming out. and he had to use some netting that made my hand look like a pear. hilarious. like some wannabe boxer. and i kept telling everyone that i had muay thai lessons later that's why i'm wearing them. heh.

aiyahhh. i've learnt my lesson. so i went out, and where do i go to get pretty leather items that's brandeddddd?

HARLEY DAVIDSON
its pig skin though. tak halal. if you know what i mean. heh. and a lil loose. but hey! there was an offer! from $99.90, it now costs $69.00! that's like, $30.90 discount! pretty cool for a yellow girl huh. hahahha.

oh. and if its one thing the biker chic craze can never copy, its the fact that real bikers actually have to wear a helmet mons. so peace out to you. and imma go get myself helmet hair. when i get my bike back. monday. the day of reckoning. shucks, only done in the evening. oh wells.

and i have to send it for respraying! ackkkkkk. but at the same time,
WHOOHOOOOO

i'm sorry. but i'm not about to let you in on my embarrassing past. constantly check the blog!